A word with Kent: UNBREAK MY HEART

Tony would always push me to the wall whenever I got him upset, he would press my neck so hard threatening to kill me if I ever got him angry again. I began to wonder, but this was not the guy that approached me a few years ago, then he was so soft telling me tales on his love for everything about me, I could steal remember everything like it was yesterday, the day I finally yielded to the soft tone of his charming voice singing praises to me, Tony is tall, fair, very cute, unreasonably caring with a wonderful sense of humor (at least that’s what I thought then), now things has changed dramatically and I keep asking my thoughtful self what has happened to Tony? I try to make him understand that he is hurting me but he sees nothing, I decided I have to talk to him, i promised myself I wouldn’t let anyone see me cry but I couldn’t help it this time, I walked into the room slowly silently reciting everything I wanted to tell him, he is laughing in his room with someone, I must be dreaming, I decided to enter the room to see things for myself, Ooh no, My world is over this is the guy I have given my life to without another lady, I poured out my heart here, with a tears filled eye I kept asking Tony why? What did I ever do to deserve this, I couldn’t even see but I could swear I saw Tony smiling. I staggered out of the room, probably drunk in tears, thinking this is not happening to me.

Tony did this to me, he has broken my heart to no possible picks, shattered, I can’t believe I went against my parents wish to be with this guy, I thought I met my Romeo, I loved him with everything in me, with all I had, I never thought about life without him, but here I am now thinking of how to get my life back together. I couldn't get myself to stop thinking about him.

I deleted all his photos both on my phone and on my laptop, blocked him on facebook and all other social networks we were in together and even deleted his phone number, but here I am still thinking about him wishing he could just come and ask for forgiveness and let this pain go away. What am I ever going to do in order to put my life back on track i kept thinking as I was walking on the people filled street but feeling all alone, suddenly this old woman tapped me on the back and asked me to come, I thought probably she needed some help, so I followed, she took me to this garden nearby and sat me down, I was still wondering what she was up to, she looked at me for probably 20 mins and asked me, “what is his name”, I choked, many things started ringing in my mind *is this Tony’s new trick ?* *Is this an angel* I kept wondering before I finally asked, “who?”, she smiled and asked me whether I want anything, just then a girl came and bent beside her, i sat watching them exchanging whispers. *she is not an angel after all* I thought, she told me she had been watching me for close to two hours, walking on same spot and she could read from my facial expression that it’s a Man, just then I was in tears again, I can’t really say why or when I started narrating everything to her but trust me I felt a lot better after that, She smiled and began telling me a lot of inspiring stuffs, what really caught me was when she said you can only experience true joy when you have impacted lives. She made me understand that I decide what I want to happen in my life. But my heart is broken, I managed to say, she smiled again and said UNBREAK YOUR HEART. We talked a little more while having coffee before I left, this time I felt motivated.

I went home smiling which was a little surprising for everyone at home, I began writing some articles about THE JOY OF AN UNBROKEN HEART , the more I wrote it seemed I dropped a little pain on every word, before I finished I was totally forgetting about Tony. I was so happy, I began writing some more articles, I posted it for people to read and I a month I got a call that I was invited to come speak to a group of ladies. This is the right platform I thought,

I was in the midst of different class of ladies talking, I felt very honored, this must be this must be the best day of my life, as I kept talking I could already see from the reaction on the faces present that my words where really touchy, I finished with, “UNBREAK YOUR HEART TODAY” .

After the presentation, I started getting questions, How do I *unbreak my heart ?* I smiled……

Now this is it, you don’t have to let someone or probably people decide what your feelings are like, live everyday to influence your world, the secret is Don’t try cracking your head thinking of what the world needs, just focus on making yourself come alive, because what the world needs is people who have come alive

Would like to thank Goodness Micheal she helped me on this